Hang out

-Just came back from Missisauga.

-Reciting Suratul Yassin and Doa' for uncle Musa. Their(his family if i'm not forgotten) Visa, issued in Singapore have been rejected due to somekind ridiculous bereaucratic problems. Quite huge amount of money have been spent on lawyer. Let's pray, that everything will be ok.

-Thanks to uncle Musa's family and his friends for such a lovely Saturday evening and the food. Bihun and Briani always be my favourite.

-Hanging out with people older than u is something that u shouldn't miss during ur youth. Learn from thier experience. Coz life is more than the text books.

-Thanks Che Din for bringing us there.

Privatization..Affirmative!

Gooood morning Malaysia, Good evening Canada,.

Gonna have mid term tomorrow, but dont feel like studying, coz im thinking about who  i am right now,.i am a private student, officially 2 months ago.  cash flow is always moving out, no cash income. in business, this happen for 2 biggest reasons: either u just started ur business, or u are moving towards bankruptcy. i'm  living with the saving ive made.  

Pessimist about the possibility of me staying here in canada for another month, its hard to live with this state of mind,. again this started few months ago. I've made through this difficult semester with a complicated mind state,. made little improvement doesnt make me feel at ease,. 

they want more,. asked for more.

This is a bridge, its called  Bridge of No Return

(돌아올 수 없는 다리).

Erm,. this is a bridge that make u thinks for thousand times before crossing it, and u will only start thinking about it when someone chase u with Sub-machinegun or may be ur lovers is waiting for you at the another side.

Its true there is no return once u crossed this bridge. Nevermind, just walk forward. There must be another way,.

Damn! Cant find map of North Korea on google earth! wth happen? patutla no return. 

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dont worry there must be somekind of amateur spies.....

hell yeah,. here u go! click here

affirmative      

p/s: privatization for a betterment. life got a lot to be discovered,.. lets gooogle

Tulis surat

Baru setel tulis surat kepada MARA tadi. Pening kepala tak habis lagi, sebab tenung skrin TV lama sangat masa habiskan campaign Modern Warfare 2 tadi. 

Kena hukum sebab kesilapan lalu. Memamg padan dengan muka aku. Bak pepatah Al- Kassim Baba: "u want it,u grab it..u lost it,say gudbye to it".

Serve me right!

p/s: syial

Aunty Lydia

Tadi, berjumpa dengan aunty Lydia. Seorang Muslim, revert lebih kurang 9-10 tahun yang lepas. Seorang guru sekolah rendah yang mengajar Bahasa Perancis. Menetap di Montreal tetapi berasal dari Eropah. Slovakia kalau tak silap. Perjumpaan pertama begitu mengujakan. Mendengar seorang wanita Eropah mengkritik budaya dan pegangan masyarakatnya sendiri, membuka minda aku. Kepincangan budaya barat yang diagungkan sebahagian bangsa Asia tidak seharusnya berlaku. Aunty Lydia dibesarkan dengan ajaran Katolik. Beliau mengkaji setiap agama, sebelum bertemu Islam. Mereka yang revert, bagi aku lebih kental iman dan kepercayaanya. 

Sedih terkenang sebahagian sahabat di Malaysia yang lebih barat dari barat. Arak, Pub, Disco, seks bebas, judi. Kalaulah aunty Lydia boleh explain kepada mereka akan kepincangan ini., pasti menarik. Ingat pesan aunty Lydia, "if u are in trouble, think about it deeply. reflect urself,". Thanks aunty.

vengeance

Today, is not the saddest day in my life,

tomorrow could be the one,

another decade, why not?

Sometimes, we have to learn to let go something,

no matter how much we love it,

no matter how hard we’ve been through to have it,

we have to.

Facing sorrow tomorrow is not easy,

to bring the heyday seems not easy,

before the heyday,

enemy will laugh, true friends will pray, lovers will keep believing in one man dream.

Today, is not the saddest day in my life,

because everyday is the D-day,

but living in hopes and pray is the only way,

till the heyday come, I’m just a man full of vengeance.

Jamming bosan

thanks busuk and mus!

a lesson

When u talk about stupid stuff with stupid people, u just fool urself and ur dignity is just below ur feet. so let's fall in love with Harvard girl.

Mak

This song is for u, just for u, and i really mean it. Someday, somehow, i'll make u proud. I mean it, and i promise u.

Walking

I just uploaded few pictures, captured during my 6 days journey to NY & Boston on the facebook. It was a tiring, sleepless yet full with fun and inspiring moment. There are huge different between NY City & Boston. NY is hectic, diversified (latino, asian, black, etc.) and a city of entertainment. Even though it is a bit dirty and have high crime rate, still it is the main attraction for tourist and terrorist.

With many colleges and universities within the city and surrounding area, Boston on the other hand is a center of higher education and a center for medicine. The city's economy is also based on research, electronics, engineering, finance, and high technology. I went to Harvard and MIT (nerd pride). Both universities have a very long history and becoming a part of it, is something that you can be proud of. Frankly speaking, I always have a feeling of inferiority complex when I was walking around MIT. lol.

There are several places that I really enjoyed visiting. Among them are:

- Rockefeller Center

-Trump Tower

-Statue of Liberty

-MIT Museum

-Harvard University

-Freedom Trail, Boston

-Wall Street, NYSE

-Restaurant Penang ( Boston and NY)

This journey makes me feels so small. There are stories of great human achievement, behind the standing monuments and buildings that make me realized, there is always gonna be another mountain to climb. 

So, never stop walking.

Letih

Letih. Baru sampai ke apartment. Thanks everyone for such amazing journey.

It's not just about Tornto-New York-Boston, it's more than that.

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